'Still Small Voice'

Don't tell me about tomorrow
when you can't even promise me today
Don't weigh me down with more sorrow
can't you see I've had enough of pain

Cut me deep and watch me bleed
it's better to let it go
it's only poison that seeps from these veins
and it's time to strike that final blow

I'm so tired of the fighting
and so tired of the hurting
I just want it all to go away
But I've done nothing to stop it
I have let it consume me
And today needs to be a new kind of day
I need to be searching for a new kind of way

It's never the way it was before
cause we remember things better than they ever really were
and we entered freely and locked the door
but we never really knew who we ever really were

We had no choice - but now we do
and I'll break down the door with aching fists
because nothing I held onto was ever true
and the pieces had to be cut to fit

I'm so tired of the lying
and so tired of the crying
I wish that it would all just go away
But I just let it control me
I had no way to destroy it
But today needs to be a new kind of day
and I need to find a new kind of way

Shut up! Enough!
I know what you think
but you're wrong
there I said it
you're wrong
and you always were
Be still! Be quiet!
Just listen for once
to that voice inside you
who's screaming to be heard
to that voice inside you
who's spent too many tears
to that still small voice
who is you