'So I'll Smile' should i hide behind a subtle smile that does not reach my eyes what else is there to really do when you want to scream and laugh and cry will you see the sorrow there will you run away i'm so sorry for all i've done, love was never meant to be this way so let me wear the mask with the painted smile cut myself and hurt inside but fake it all the while and i'll tell you all my secrets all while leaving you unsure and i'll paint a pretty picture of the way it was before it's all about pretending and you know i sleep to dream building a world to my liking with a mesmerizing theme it makes a senseless kind of sense, you know the way we feint, the things we show how we hide the ways we're broken and pray we're heard when we're unspoken and so i'll smile through the pain pray to be seen and yet unseen and that you could somehow care for all the fractured parts of me