'(Be)Longing' I close my eyes and see beyond sight as I fall away into endless night I see your eyes in the glittering stars you see my pain in these lingering scars skirting the edge so sharp to the touch destruction runs free when the pain is too much    but I love it      and I need it        and it calls me again... words run dry and I cannot comprehend dizzy now from the starting of the end and I lose all thought and beg for more, and less as I feel your touch in my mind, your (soft) caress sweet susurrus your voice in my head whispering the ways of the weaving of webs    you lead      and I follow        wherever this may end... into your embrace I lay my weary mind uncertain of what I truly hope to find as darkness enfolds consumes and desires I scream at your touch an ice cold as fire it tears and it rends delves deep in my soul cutting away all that hides what is whole    to have      and to hold        with secrets to keep... screams in the darkness echoing here in the void of forever all becomes clear into a silence that's sweeter than sound all must be lost so that all can be found returning once more to a world come undone woven with secrets of what I've become    to seek      to succumb        to belong - to the Deep...